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Saturday, January 2nd, 2010
10:00 pm	it is incredibly difficult to trim hair off your forearms and make it even and neat. lets just say the left arm hair is longer than the right one. oh LA, what have you done to me... its like my right arm is gay.. shit. Current Music: Citi Soleil -Afghan Whigs (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 24th, 2009
5:53 pm	sept 24 Me. Current Music: The Chemical Brothers - Life Is Sweet (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 29th, 2009
12:35 am	WANT!!! i might have to add this caption to the back     "Robot, motherfucker! Do you speak it?" http://www.redbubble.com/people/apasun/t-shirts/531625-7-daft-fiction (Comment on this)
Friday, July 17th, 2009
6:18 pm	Surfwise saw this recently and really enjoyed it.. now im reading his book and its interesting (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 8th, 2009
12:28 pm	18 months ago, i had completed two years worth of chemo, radiation therapy ,and a stem cell transplant that left me broken, bitter, alienated, depressed, angry and thinking if life ended, that would be allright... now, now life is much better--but i cant really get it all that cause im going surfing for the third straight day Current Music: U2 - No Line On The Horizon (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 25th, 2009
4:57 pm	dude, every killing joke release and a shiiteload of extras http://btjunkie.org/torrent/Killing-Joke-Discography-1979-2006-mp3-128-320/39522ec11420f902eb5435a9ca771c99691071e0795d KILLING JOKE DISCOGRAPHY : Albums : Killing Joke - Hosannas From The Basement Of Hell [2006] VBR 192 Kbps Killing Joke - Ha! [1982] (Remastered 2005) VBR 212 Kbps Killing Joke - Killing Joke [2003] 320 Kbps Killing Joke - Democracy [1996] 320 Kbps Killing Joke - Wilful Day [1995] 320 Kbps Killing Joke - Pandemonium [1994] 320 Kbps Killing Joke - Laugh I Nearly Bought One! [1990] (MPC) VBR 224 Kbps Killing Joke - Extremities Dirt And Various Repressed Emotions [1990] VBR 312 Kbps Killing Joke - Outside The Gate [1988] 192 Kbps Killing Joke - Brighter Than A Thousand Suns [1986] VBR 212 Kbps Killing Joke - Night Time [1985] VBR 192 Kbps Killing Joke - Fire Dances [1983] 192 Kbps Killing Joke - Revelations [1982] 128 Kbps Killing Joke - What's THIS for...! [1981] 256 Kbps Killing Joke - Killing Joke [1980] 256 Kbps Live : All live are audience recording, so the audio quality is poor Killing Joke - BBC In Concert [1995] 192 Kbps Killing Joke - Gulf War Dance (Live) 128 Kbps Killing Joke - Lyon 13-03-85 (Live) 320 Kbps Killing Joke - The Unperverted Pantomime (live) [1979] 128 Kbps Others : Killing Joke - Sessions 128 Kbps Killing Joke - Singles & Rarities 3 CD 128 Kbps Killing Joke - Chaos For Breakfast (Disc 1- 4) 320 Kbps Killing Joke - Wardance - The Remixes 192 Kbps Killing Joke - Rockshow 2004 Sessions 128 Kbps Killing joke - Others songs Current Music: Jane's Addiction - Summertime Rolls (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 15th, 2009
11:31 pm	Current Music: Air - One Hell Of A Party (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 17th, 2008
4:37 pm	there is more news, but thats it for now! real. real quick since last we spoke, i --quit cheesecake factory --worked as a PA closing down the set of  The Riches --finally pissed off to Scotland, England, and Ireland.  (mostly, Edinburgh, London, and Dublin; 3 soccer games, 1 rugby) --became a full fledged member of the Knight Rider crew as an office PA on a monday;  wednesday,  we were shutting down and going on hiatus --partied at the official Knight Rider Holiday Party (or Wrap party...) and lastly, the WALKING DISTANCE 'black'' trailer has premiered, its the first of two to be released this week. www.dreadcentral.com/story/exclusive-new-pics-first-trailer-walking-distance i am well. it appears all are well. always great to see!!! (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 15th, 2008
12:55 am	the second set of pictures from my friends memorial paddle out session have just been uploaded.all taken with a water camera. http://www.flickr.com/photos/88484196@N00/sets/72157607578085972/ Current Music: The Jesus and Mary Chain - Head On (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 1st, 2008
1:09 am	this past sunday morning, many gathered in santa barbara to celebrate our fallen friend. i understand its a hawaiian tradition for surfers to remember their own by paddling out into the ocean and saying goodbye. It really was a beautiful experience to participate in this ceremony. pictures are here: i met Bill in my cancer support group late last year. we both were recovering from stem cell transplants (my first and his second) in dealing with non-hodgkins lymphoma. damn if he wasnt the most positive guy i met with this battle. Bill was also a firefighter and many of his classmates and coworkers were on hand to pay their respects. SB harbor patrol let them group onto a few boats and come into the circle. Current Music: Gary Jules - Mad World (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 25th, 2008
1:47 pm	JUNO REACTOR TONIGHT at the El Rey!!! maybe you know this song? Current Music: Juno Reactor - Las Vegas Future Past (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 15th, 2008
6:29 am	two songs i cant stop playing over and over and over again. i just recently discovered them and they are amazing for many different reasons.  lots more to tell, but enjoy this for now. Faithless - Bombs song, video and lyrics are amazing.  i want to be involved in art like this. Dave Gahan - Saw Something song is great and the video is only ok, but something about his voice that is just so damn great. (Comment on this)
Monday, June 2nd, 2008
2:17 am	seriously, its true.  all my ex's do live in texas.  why bring it up?   cause im going back. for 5 weeks. to make a movie. yes, yes, and yes.  all true. but lets take a few steps back cause its been a while. im trying to figure out a starting point.   lets start with the good news:   --last weeks PET scan came back and guess who's still cancer free?  yup, starting to sound like a broken record with "scan clean. scan clean. scan clean."  a very pleasant sounding broken record has never been this nice on the ears..  actually, its almost common place around here to hear this good news.  i sometimes have to sit back and think about it for a second. cancer free. me.  fuckin A. so happy. so blessed. so well, fuckin A!!   --confirmed that i will be in houston for 5 weeks to film the new upstart filmworks production of WALKING DISTANCE (add the myspace page here).  dude, i cant wait to go back home and live it up.  its been over a year and im jonesing for some fajitas and queso.  and to you know, work on my artistic craft.  and have some BBQ.  ive never really gone on location to shoot a movie, so it sounds really cool to say.  even if it is home, that just means i can stay at my moms, use my brothers car and, see all my homies.  even you people in other cities may get a visit. im talking to you austinites and san antonians.    --the Coachella festival was amazing. again.  as my 7th straight year, im not sure where it ranks in the overall but, hot damn, watching roger waters perform some of the greatest songs of all time in the middle of the desert with 50,000 people was quite breathtaking. twenty minutes into his set, i knew i was apart of something beautiful.  (cant say the same for Fatboy Slim's basically average set).  there was a moment i had, halfway through Comfortably Numb that, well, was pretty much the opposite of being comfortably numb. i guess i felt alive. so incredibly thankful to be alive and healthy that i started crying. let me spell it out, the last year was hell physically but moreso emotionally.  i didn't feel calm and didn't really want to be alive.  didn't want to die, just didn't enjoy being alive.  call it a spiritual moment, but i was just happy. really, really happy.  (so happy i taped another brick in the wall and uploaded to youtube. you can hear me at times singing along..) Prince was pretty good too btw.  so was Kraftwerk. and Justice.     but all fun with a weak body can be a bad thing.  i knew 3 days in the desert would take its toll.  so i paced myself. and i thought i did a great job (except for all the bad food i ate on saturday that left me purging halfway through Prince's set).. so i scheduled a massage.  and it was allright. not quite the happy ending my friend matt had, but it was ok. not that kind of happy ending.  so the next day, i noticed a heat rash.  that got worse and worse.  long story short. i got the shingles.  shingles!!  fucking shingles!  a painful rash that really, really, REALLY sucks. do yourself a favor: do NOT google shingles, just trust me that it sucks.   for people that had stem cell transplants like me, it can be quite common.  so guess who went through another two weeks of depression?? of course its easy for me to joke about it now, but damn, when your body is trying to heal and the progress is so minute you cant see anything...well, look i digress.  just another thing that we knew could happen.    time heals all wounds. what doesn't kill you makes you stronger... whatever dude. that's all i say.  im ready to not only put cancer in my past, but to delete those times from my mind and never look back on them.    so yea, im better.  the body isn't at 100%. i still get tired quite easily. im trying to pace myself in a smart way.  over one year since i last went surfing.  i think this is the week to test that board i bought for my 30th birthday.       --cesar   makes you want to feel.... Current Music: Pink Floyd - Wish You Were Here (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 1st, 2008
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Tuesday, May 20th, 2008
1:52 pm	ASHLEYS 25TH BIRTHDAY PARTY  SGT PEPPERS DUELING PIANO CAFE TONIGHT 8PM in LONG BEACH at the Pike [MAPS]    [YELP] still need more info, call Cesar 713.446.4931 Current Music: Mirwais - Naive Song (Comment on this)
Monday, May 12th, 2008
4:58 pm	small quick COACHELLA 2008 thoughts: --just read they found the pig ; but still no word on what was dropped by that plane.. obama flyers maybe? --fatboy slim was totally dissapointing. what DaftPunk taugh us was if you make your own music, wed rather here that than just spinning crap we dont know --love and rockets did not play So Alive  (pissing me off tremendously) --was blown away by Roger Waters' set (especially after loveandrockets put me in a sour mood). cant imagine a more perfect setting for that show.  --Prince was 26 minutes late.  and as much as id love to see Morris/Jerome/Sheila E-they should have been the encore, not the opening songs.  --Portishead was good.  i wasnt a big fan, but the screen visuals made it a little more interesting. --havent heard from anyone that saw Jack Johnson.  curious to the turnout and how it played out --swell season was cute. they covered a pixies song --dan deacon was 75% noise. 25% dance. and 100%childish fun in the redrover kind of way --kraftwerk was great.  something the young kids could enjoy as well --justice ended the weekend on a loud, beautiful note Wish List for 2009: David Bowie - headliner, idea: how about a 2 night headliner.. Scooter - Sahara closer Medicine- reunion show Rammstein - just for me please o please!! Moby - would be nice to see him Faithless - bring them back!! more thoughts to follow. just cant remember them right now (Comment on this)
Friday, May 9th, 2008
2:39 pm	just confirmed my tickets for tonights game at Dodger Stadium (a shithole if there ever was one).  naturally, i had to get really good seats as its the only time the stros are in town.  hope its a good game. i havent followed how we are playing this year at all. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 29th, 2008
3:40 am	and that was the kind of night youd been waiting for, for a long time.  great food, beautiful friends and wicked awesome conversations... Current Music: Depeche Mode - Goodnight Lovers (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, April 25th, 2008
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